Welp, my night was crap.
The guy I had totally fallen for for months but who had outright told me he couldn’t date me or pursue me because he had to put his work, school, and career first right now… Is now dating somebody. While he’s in another state for a summer internship.
The guy I was currently interested is and I thought was giving me good signs has told me he’s just not dating at all right now.
I got called a fag tonight. At work. By a coworker.
And our apartment’s AC is screwing up so it’s hot as balls. And I hate heat very badly.
So yeah. Basically I’m feeling lied to, led on, played, worthless, less than other people in general, and just physically uncomfortable to the highest degree. At least I bought some ice cream yesterday.